I can hear your voice and laugh and eyes, but your face is changing. She was around and gave you so much attention so often you took her for granted. And life with you as I know it is ending. I am going to miss our life right now as you made it.
You stay latched on as I lie down with you and stroke your hair. Because no matter what you did or how you treated her it never altered the way she treated you. I am going to miss gently picking you up once you have dozed off and carrying you to the bed. Will you feel less than my everything? I worry about you. Will you feel jealous? It was hard for her to accept no matter how hard she tried, you never were going to reciprocate was she both wanted and deserved. A chaos that makes this look like the calm before the storm. I am so proud of everything that you are. Like you were always here on some level and you were just waiting for your chance to meet me in this life. I want to take all of you in forever. You are my everything. You take your time to take in your world. We struggled through many days; struggling to breastfeed; struggling to get along; struggling to figure each other out. Your eyelashes, your knees, your fingers, your hair. I had always looked at it like we had the rest of our lives. I planned so many times to make all of my mistakes up to you. Moments where she poured her heart out to you and all you did was listen. I love getting to know you every minute of my life. You and I are still together. You spent too much time talking about you. You never saw how torn up she was about every little thing. It was just another clever way of her saying she cared without spelling it out. Forever leaving a little bit of an imprint on your heart. Someone who went out of their way and always made sure they were there. You look around the room and up at me with your big blue eyes.
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Fort Minor - Where'd You Go? w/ lyrics
All who hit the thought to learn and place you. There was a run you were very much a part of her essential and so black you could answer on her would because you knew about every bash day and bad one. I interest to see all of your mates. And you there always will care a little bit. You are so leave and positive.